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BY CAMILLA HOWALT
Step into a private space where I reflect on the nuances of perspective, the delicate interplay between the physiological and psychological aspects of in-between spaces, and the visceral experience of art. My work is guided by a desire to hold space for the other as other - echoing Luce Irigaray’s idea of ‘I love to you,’ a form of love that respects difference and relation without erasure. These posts offer intimate explorations of pain points - cross-sections of fragmented sensuality, unfolded up close, mapped and traced.
This is not promotional or loud; it’s a quiet, contemplative space for those seeking a deeper understanding of the connections between texture, colour, and emotion. Through these reflections, I invite you to join me in an unfolding journey inside the work itself.
"Colour gives texture its emotional resonance, while texture imparts depth and materiality to the colour..."
(from a recent post, March 2025)
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AUTUMN LEAVES
Once upon a time, on a weekend not too long ago, I found myself in the clutches of a formidable cold, one from which I am still convalescing. This bodily affliction, as I have come to realize, often arrives like an unexpected cherry atop life's cake. But let me

TO THE EXTREME OF GREEN
This floor piece is exploring the tradition of painting and the history of perspective using the tool of map-making. It has been…

ID ENTITY: Birth of the individual
Text about the installation - used as a speech at the opening of the exhibition ID Entity 2017 ©️ Camilla Howalt

IN PIECES, IN GOLD
The text discusses using fragments in storytelling, inspired by literary, artistic, practical, and educational reasons. Literary fragments reflect life's complexity, artistic fragments allow for multiple interpretations, sharing on social media requires bite-sized content, and it's linked to the Japanese technique Kintsugoroi, repairing pottery with gold paste.

WELCOME TO MY ART LETTER
Welcome post